OH HOLY SHIT, AWESOME
Nov. 27th, 2011 04:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
queenaliceofspadesThat write in was AMAZING. I could weep with joy. I got a good deal of outline out of the way, and even added to my word count *gasp*
If I write 4k more today, then 4k and change every day between now and the deadline, I will make it! So, in that spirit, instead of going home to chaos and tumblr, I parked myself at panera. Hopefully I'll get 2k more before I leave, then another 2k in bed before I go to sleep.
YESH, SO CLOSE. CAN TASTE IT.
And there's another Boston write in on the 30th! Which I am DEFINITELY GOING TO! omg, the Boston MLs fucking ROCK, and I could kiss both of them!
NANO11, SAVED. I CAN MAKE IT, ahahaha, on my eighth try XD
But now the ugly:
I'm starting to doubt my ability to even construct sentences.
This story is NOT 18k from done. I'm going to have to KEEP WRITING. I resolve now to set a goal to finish... setting a goal when I'll finish after the 30th. Ahahaha.
I'm so deep into this story that I can't even remember other story ideas. It's making me itch to read over old notes to other things, just to escape. For now I have successfully resisted this.
There's more, but I need to go back. My tea is getting cold and my hands are shaking. Also, this is definitely the worst rough draft in the history of rough drafts. Every time I let myself feel a sense of accomplishment I just want to break down crying at the thought of ripping it all apart in the next draft.
EXCESSIVE AMOUNTS OF CRYING.
If I write 4k more today, then 4k and change every day between now and the deadline, I will make it! So, in that spirit, instead of going home to chaos and tumblr, I parked myself at panera. Hopefully I'll get 2k more before I leave, then another 2k in bed before I go to sleep.
YESH, SO CLOSE. CAN TASTE IT.
And there's another Boston write in on the 30th! Which I am DEFINITELY GOING TO! omg, the Boston MLs fucking ROCK, and I could kiss both of them!
NANO11, SAVED. I CAN MAKE IT, ahahaha, on my eighth try XD
But now the ugly:
I'm starting to doubt my ability to even construct sentences.
This story is NOT 18k from done. I'm going to have to KEEP WRITING. I resolve now to set a goal to finish... setting a goal when I'll finish after the 30th. Ahahaha.
I'm so deep into this story that I can't even remember other story ideas. It's making me itch to read over old notes to other things, just to escape. For now I have successfully resisted this.
There's more, but I need to go back. My tea is getting cold and my hands are shaking. Also, this is definitely the worst rough draft in the history of rough drafts. Every time I let myself feel a sense of accomplishment I just want to break down crying at the thought of ripping it all apart in the next draft.
EXCESSIVE AMOUNTS OF CRYING.
